I can’t make you love me
Summer break again? Time flies even when you’re not having fun.
Summer break officially starts today. Even though I finished my Berkeley courses last week I still had my public speaking class at SJCC yesterday. In a way I’m really glad I didn’t take it at Davis because I wouldn’t have met some of the coolest people at SJCC. I’m keeping in touch with that UCSF girl. She has character and I always love characters. It’s not a wonder anymore why she will be our future’s top pharmacist. She’s also motivated me a bit so I’m going to finally study for that tech license. I signed up for the exam Saturday leaving me 3 days to cram meaning I will crack that book open and memorize those top 200 drugs! Dumb move or wise choice? We shall see Saturday. I got a week of vacation in Florida waiting ahead of me so that should be enough motivation! Let’s do this!
Break up
I’m officially single today. I don’t know what to think. I should be relieved but instead I sorta teared a little. I told him I didn’t love him and he shouldn’t pursue me further to get himself hurt in the end. He finally let me go and we mutually agreed. We also decided to remain friends. This is exactly how I wanted it to end. He’s nice and deserves to be with someone who can return his feelings. I wish him great success and happiness in his future.
